“But she is! nothing will ever be the same now..” She kept crying, just wating for some answer to make her feel like there was hope. Everything kept coming against them.

“I will always love you Rachel. No matter what I won’t leave you. It’s not too late for us.”

There they were. But she didnt feel any better at all. 

“You cant tell her I said anything, or to anyone. Shes being completly over agressive about it all. She doesnt want you to see her or contact her or to meet the… kid”

She could barely speak. All she wanted to do was cry.

Finn held her tight. He was still a bit shocked but for some odd reason holding Rachel let him relax and be able to think. “I have to talk to her. I won’t tell her you told me but I’m sure she’ll put two and two together.” He sighed and looked into Rachel’s eyes and then kissed her gently. Everything had to work out for them, he could be with Rachel and help raise a kid, a lot of people had been able to do it. “Rachel, we are going to be together. Nothing and no one can break us apart again. Now I can stay or I can go. I know you have a show and all but if you need me to stay I can.

“Stay… please?” she said in a pleading, silent voice, husky with tears. 

She didn’t understand at the moment how they could make it work. But she sure would try, just as long as every time they tried to hang out wouldn’t end in  some catastrophic disaster like it had so far. What was making they’re relationship so complicated? Maybe they just weren’t meant to be with each other anymore.They grew apart. All these thoughts kept coming through her mind and all she wanted to do was silence them. She continued to cry louder and louder by the minute, still in Finn’s arms. What was it going to take to be with him? She was trying her best, maybe Finn should say more. Relationships take two people to make them work anyways. Lizzie would be the end of both of them.

Fin shushed her and wiped away her tears. Just being with him could make her feel better. She tried to fall asleep on the tiny couch, but it was more her trying not to slip.

(Source: rachelberrynycdreams, via finninnyc)